Guys Can Do That To You :/

I Have Never Had A Boyfriend. Just making That Clear. I Have Been Asked out. And i definitely Have Like Guys But No One Really Has Ever Liked Me. Well Not That I Know of Because If they Have They never Really Told me. In All of My 4 primary schools I pretty much went Through A Phase Of Likeing most of The Guys in My Class. But of course Nothing ever Has really worked Out. The Simple Reason is That Guys Dont Think I Am HOT.  I Dont want to be Hot Okay Well I Do But I Would rather be Beautiful or special. But Most Guys Aree Not Really Like That! Most Guys Want sex, And Everybody Knows It! They Go After The Easy Girls The ones That Will get Down On Their knees The Ones that Will Do Whatever. The Reason is Is Because They Have No Self respect. they might Say They enjoy It, That it is Fun, But Really I think any Girl would rather be Hugged, Kissed And Called beautiful. the Reason I Am single is because I Do Not want Somebody Who just Wants me For Sex, I Want Somebody That Reaaly Likes me For Who I Am. And If They Dont well they Can get Fucked!
So I Like This Guy, he Is Funny and Sweet And Really Hot But Well I Dont Really Ever Think he Will Like Me. I Have Been Told, Just To Make A Move, Ask For his Number, Tell Him You Like Him, But The truth Is I Am So So So Scared Of rejection. What Happens if he Turns Round and is Like Why Would i give You My Number?
Love Sucks.  I Have Never Been In Love But I already Know That It will Complicated.
the Other day A Guy Asked Me How Many Times I Had Had Sex. I Wasnt Gunna lie, I turned Round And said None. He Looked Surprised But I Wasnt Gunna Tell Him That I Have Had Sex if i Havnt! I Am So Sick of girls That Change Just For A Boy. Its Stupid, They Just Need To Stay true To themselves.
Guys Can make You feel Special, Make You feel Amazing But they Can Also make You feel Like Complete Shit!
This Guy I Like, Well I Would Do Anything To Have Him, he Makes Me Smile, But I also Feel Stupid..
But hey, I Guess Guys Can Do That To You... :/

Till Next Time (: xx