I Have Never Had A Boyfriend. Just making That Clear. I Have Been Asked out. And i definitely Have Like Guys But No One Really Has Ever Liked Me. Well Not That I Know of Because If they Have They never Really Told me. In All of My 4 primary schools I pretty much went Through A Phase Of Likeing most of The Guys in My Class. But of course Nothing ever Has really worked Out. The Simple Reason is That Guys Dont Think I Am HOT. I Dont want to be Hot Okay Well I Do But I Would rather be Beautiful or special. But Most Guys Aree Not Really Like That! Most Guys Want sex, And Everybody Knows It! They Go After The Easy Girls The ones That Will get Down On Their knees The Ones that Will Do Whatever. The Reason is Is Because They Have No Self respect. they might Say They enjoy It, That it is Fun, But Really I think any Girl would rather be Hugged, Kissed And Called beautiful. the Reason I Am single is because I Do Not want Somebody Who just Wants me For Sex, I Want Somebody That Reaaly Likes me For Who I Am. And If They Dont well they Can get Fucked!
So I Like This Guy, he Is Funny and Sweet And Really Hot But Well I Dont Really Ever Think he Will Like Me. I Have Been Told, Just To Make A Move, Ask For his Number, Tell Him You Like Him, But The truth Is I Am So So So Scared Of rejection. What Happens if he Turns Round and is Like Why Would i give You My Number?
Love Sucks. I Have Never Been In Love But I already Know That It will Complicated.
the Other day A Guy Asked Me How Many Times I Had Had Sex. I Wasnt Gunna lie, I turned Round And said None. He Looked Surprised But I Wasnt Gunna Tell Him That I Have Had Sex if i Havnt! I Am So Sick of girls That Change Just For A Boy. Its Stupid, They Just Need To Stay true To themselves.
Guys Can make You feel Special, Make You feel Amazing But they Can Also make You feel Like Complete Shit!
This Guy I Like, Well I Would Do Anything To Have Him, he Makes Me Smile, But I also Feel Stupid..
But hey, I Guess Guys Can Do That To You... :/
Till Next Time (: xx
Friday, 11 November 2011
Monday, 26 September 2011
Shopping :/
Gosh.. Im Back Finally (:
Shopping, Shopping, Shopping! I Absolutely LOVE Shopping! There Is Nothing Better Hahaha You Go To The Mall Hang Out With Friends, Spend Some Money And Buy New Clothes! Its Amazing!
But Sometimes Shopping Is Not So Amazing! Sometimes You Just Cant Find The Right Jeans That Make You Look Gorgeous! Sometimes You Cant Find That Top That Would Be Perfect For The Party On Saturday Night! Sometimes Shopping Is Just Depressing! No Matter What Size Shape Or Form You Are Sometimes You Just Cannot Fit Into That Dress That You Hugely Desire! If Your Bigger It Might Show Off Your Curves In An Unflattering Way And If You Are Really Skinny It Might Hang Off You! Everyone Has Shoppiung Blues! Its Hard When You Are Slightly Bigger, You Go Into The "cool" Shops And Things Just Arent The Right Size or You Just Cant Wear Those Hot Shorts Coz They Just Look Rank. TRUTH IS YOU NEED TO DRESS FOR YOU!!!!! My Mum Has Been Trying To Tell Me This For Years! She Has An Amazing Style, Sure It Might Not Be High Fashion But It Suits her! She Goes For Bright Colourful Things That Fit Her Amazingly! I Have Embraced Co,lours Too ! I Believe That You Can Not get Worse In The Fashion World Than No Colour! I Hate Being Dull! I Actual Hate It! Step Away From The Outfits You See In All Of the Magazines! Find Your Own Style. Find Induviduality!
TIPS:
1. If You Cant Pull Off The In Jean Like The Skinny Dont Try IT! Try Maybe The Bootleg of Something That You Actually Look Good In!
2. Find Your Own Style Even If Its Crazy It Is You And You Need To Show It! No One My Age wears bright Lipstick, But I Do! I Love It! It Is me And If Someone Doesnt Like It, WHO CARES!!
3. You Are Amazing So Wear What You Like, If You Like The Green Top That is In An Opshop Buy It! And If Everybody Is Buying The Same Flimsy Tops But You Dont Like It, DONT BUY IT!!
4. Find Shopping Partners That You Are Comfortable With! Shop With Friends That Will Be Honest And Wont Make You Walk Out of a Shop In Something That Looks Terrible!
5. If You Want To Shop With Your Mum! Do It! She Knows You better Than Anyone! My Fave Shopping partner Is My Mum (:
6. Shop In Shops You Love Not What Others Love!
7. Buy Clothes That Suit Your Shape!
8. Make Sure You Spend Your Money Wisely!
Last Weekend Me And Mum Went Shopping. She Took Me To This Shop For Bigger Girls. Far Out It Was Amazing! Best Shopping Experience Ever! The Girls In There Actually Had poersonality! They Loved me Coz i tried Things On! I Loved Them Coz They Told me I Looked Good In Everything haha (:
I Ended Up Walking Out Of there So Happy! With 400 Dolars Worth of Clothes! And I Was EXTRA SMALL Hahaha It Was Amazing I Loved Every Second Of It ! And I actually Walked Out Of there Fully Loving Everything I Bought! I had No Regrets And I Couldnt Wait To Show Everybody!
Shop Where You Want And With Who You Want!
Love Shopping, Dont Hate It!
Lots of Love xx
Oh By The way This Is Dedicated To My best Friend Emily! Who Is the perfect Shopping Partner! Love You Gorgeous xx
Shopping, Shopping, Shopping! I Absolutely LOVE Shopping! There Is Nothing Better Hahaha You Go To The Mall Hang Out With Friends, Spend Some Money And Buy New Clothes! Its Amazing!
But Sometimes Shopping Is Not So Amazing! Sometimes You Just Cant Find The Right Jeans That Make You Look Gorgeous! Sometimes You Cant Find That Top That Would Be Perfect For The Party On Saturday Night! Sometimes Shopping Is Just Depressing! No Matter What Size Shape Or Form You Are Sometimes You Just Cannot Fit Into That Dress That You Hugely Desire! If Your Bigger It Might Show Off Your Curves In An Unflattering Way And If You Are Really Skinny It Might Hang Off You! Everyone Has Shoppiung Blues! Its Hard When You Are Slightly Bigger, You Go Into The "cool" Shops And Things Just Arent The Right Size or You Just Cant Wear Those Hot Shorts Coz They Just Look Rank. TRUTH IS YOU NEED TO DRESS FOR YOU!!!!! My Mum Has Been Trying To Tell Me This For Years! She Has An Amazing Style, Sure It Might Not Be High Fashion But It Suits her! She Goes For Bright Colourful Things That Fit Her Amazingly! I Have Embraced Co,lours Too ! I Believe That You Can Not get Worse In The Fashion World Than No Colour! I Hate Being Dull! I Actual Hate It! Step Away From The Outfits You See In All Of the Magazines! Find Your Own Style. Find Induviduality!
TIPS:
1. If You Cant Pull Off The In Jean Like The Skinny Dont Try IT! Try Maybe The Bootleg of Something That You Actually Look Good In!
2. Find Your Own Style Even If Its Crazy It Is You And You Need To Show It! No One My Age wears bright Lipstick, But I Do! I Love It! It Is me And If Someone Doesnt Like It, WHO CARES!!
3. You Are Amazing So Wear What You Like, If You Like The Green Top That is In An Opshop Buy It! And If Everybody Is Buying The Same Flimsy Tops But You Dont Like It, DONT BUY IT!!
4. Find Shopping Partners That You Are Comfortable With! Shop With Friends That Will Be Honest And Wont Make You Walk Out of a Shop In Something That Looks Terrible!
5. If You Want To Shop With Your Mum! Do It! She Knows You better Than Anyone! My Fave Shopping partner Is My Mum (:
6. Shop In Shops You Love Not What Others Love!
7. Buy Clothes That Suit Your Shape!
8. Make Sure You Spend Your Money Wisely!
Last Weekend Me And Mum Went Shopping. She Took Me To This Shop For Bigger Girls. Far Out It Was Amazing! Best Shopping Experience Ever! The Girls In There Actually Had poersonality! They Loved me Coz i tried Things On! I Loved Them Coz They Told me I Looked Good In Everything haha (:
I Ended Up Walking Out Of there So Happy! With 400 Dolars Worth of Clothes! And I Was EXTRA SMALL Hahaha It Was Amazing I Loved Every Second Of It ! And I actually Walked Out Of there Fully Loving Everything I Bought! I had No Regrets And I Couldnt Wait To Show Everybody!
Shop Where You Want And With Who You Want!
Love Shopping, Dont Hate It!
Lots of Love xx
Oh By The way This Is Dedicated To My best Friend Emily! Who Is the perfect Shopping Partner! Love You Gorgeous xx
Sunday, 4 September 2011
Everybody Is Different.
So Its Cliche..
Whatever, But Everybody Is Different.
I Mean Look Around You, Some People Are Bigger Some Are Tiny, Some Are Tall And Some Are Short, Some Have Big Noses Some Have Little Ones, Everyone Is Different. No Two People On This Earth Are The Same! Embrace It! Imagine If We Were All The Same, How That Would Be, How Everyone Had The Same Hair, Same Eyes. Maybe You Want To Be Someone Maybe You Want To be That Girl? Or Guy?
Well The truth Is, if You Want To Be Someone, Be You ! x
I Used To Want To be Someone Else, The Perfect Girl, I Used To Want To Be Skinny, Tall, Have Beautiful Eyes, I Used Diets, I Exercised Madly But None Of It Worked. You May Have Tried Everything Too, To Get What You Want.
But I Gave Up, I Always Gave Up And What I Realised Is That if i Had Really Wanted It I Would have tried harder Would Have Pushed Myself Until I Got Exactly What I Wanted, I Would Have Ran Until I Passed Out I Would Have Starved Myself Until I Got Diagnosed With Anorexia, I Would Have Tried, But I Didnt, I Finally Realised That Underneath I Must Have Liked Who I was, I Must Of.
I Am Confident I Will Stand Up In Front of An Audience And Read A Speech, I Will Go Up To A Complete Stranger And Say Hello ,But I Am Not Confident Within Myself, I Will Not Go And dance In Front of My Class My Flab Will Jiggle, I Will Not Go Up To A Boy And Ask For His Number And I Will Not Try My Hardest In A Sport Incase Everyone Thinks I Suck! I Worry What My Hair looks Like, Whether My Bum Looks Too Big, Whether My Boobs Are Too Small, Whether My Knees Are Gross. I Am Intimidated By people I Shouldnt be Intimidated By, My friends, The Girls And Guys In My Class. I Still Look In The Mirror And Dislike Some Of The Things That I See. But i know That I Am A Good Person And That I Am Beautiful, Guys At The Moment May Not Think So But I Will Find That One Person Who Loves Me For Who I Am! I Know I Will Find Him, Because I Have To.
Whether You Are Big Small, Tall, Short Gay Or Straight, We All Are Unique, Different, We All Are Ourselves And At The End Of the Day That Is All That Matters.
So Dont be A Clone, Make Up Your Own.
And SHINE ON.
Lots Of Love Lucia x
Whatever, But Everybody Is Different.
I Mean Look Around You, Some People Are Bigger Some Are Tiny, Some Are Tall And Some Are Short, Some Have Big Noses Some Have Little Ones, Everyone Is Different. No Two People On This Earth Are The Same! Embrace It! Imagine If We Were All The Same, How That Would Be, How Everyone Had The Same Hair, Same Eyes. Maybe You Want To Be Someone Maybe You Want To be That Girl? Or Guy?
Well The truth Is, if You Want To Be Someone, Be You ! x
I Used To Want To be Someone Else, The Perfect Girl, I Used To Want To Be Skinny, Tall, Have Beautiful Eyes, I Used Diets, I Exercised Madly But None Of It Worked. You May Have Tried Everything Too, To Get What You Want.
But I Gave Up, I Always Gave Up And What I Realised Is That if i Had Really Wanted It I Would have tried harder Would Have Pushed Myself Until I Got Exactly What I Wanted, I Would Have Ran Until I Passed Out I Would Have Starved Myself Until I Got Diagnosed With Anorexia, I Would Have Tried, But I Didnt, I Finally Realised That Underneath I Must Have Liked Who I was, I Must Of.
I Am Confident I Will Stand Up In Front of An Audience And Read A Speech, I Will Go Up To A Complete Stranger And Say Hello ,But I Am Not Confident Within Myself, I Will Not Go And dance In Front of My Class My Flab Will Jiggle, I Will Not Go Up To A Boy And Ask For His Number And I Will Not Try My Hardest In A Sport Incase Everyone Thinks I Suck! I Worry What My Hair looks Like, Whether My Bum Looks Too Big, Whether My Boobs Are Too Small, Whether My Knees Are Gross. I Am Intimidated By people I Shouldnt be Intimidated By, My friends, The Girls And Guys In My Class. I Still Look In The Mirror And Dislike Some Of The Things That I See. But i know That I Am A Good Person And That I Am Beautiful, Guys At The Moment May Not Think So But I Will Find That One Person Who Loves Me For Who I Am! I Know I Will Find Him, Because I Have To.
Whether You Are Big Small, Tall, Short Gay Or Straight, We All Are Unique, Different, We All Are Ourselves And At The End Of the Day That Is All That Matters.
So Dont be A Clone, Make Up Your Own.
And SHINE ON.
Lots Of Love Lucia x
Saturday, 3 September 2011
Who Cares What People Think..
Hey Guys (:
So Um I Have Kinda Always Been The Kind Of Girl That Gets Bullied. People Have Called me Fat, Have Pushed Me Down Stairs, Punched Me In The Face, Called Me Horrible Things And Well Have Bullied Me.
My Friends Have Done It Or Should I Say "Friends", Family Has Done It, People I Dont Even Know Have Done It. Its Just Who People Are.
I Used To Believe I Was Extremely Fat, I Used To Hide From Myself Hoping One Day I Would Be Normal, I Used To Worry What People Thought Of Me, Worry About Who I Was.
I Used To Think I Was Horruble, That Sometimes It Wasnt Worth All Of This. Once When I Was On Holiday With My Family I Even Turned To My Mum And Said "Mum What Happens If One Day They Kill Me?" I Hated It ! I Hated What Was Happening.
When I Was Little I Was So Cute. I Have To Admit That, I Was Hilarious.
Gosh You Must Be Thinking, Shit Who The Hell is This Girl, Is She Hideous?, Is She Horrible?, Is Her Family Terrible?
Well The Answer To These Questions Are.. No!
Im Not Ugly, I Have Learnt This, I Dont Particually Like Every Single Part Of Me, But I Have Learnt To Love Myself.
Now That I Am At High School, Things Have Changed, I Am Not Bullied. I Have LOTS AND LOTS Of Friends, But I Still Doubt Myself, I Still Think Yuck, I Still Get Jealous of all Of Those Pretty Skinny Girls Posing With Their Pretty Skinny friends In Their Bikinis.
If You Knew Me You Would Know I Am Not Huge, Not Hideous.
I Am Me And I Am Proud Of That.
So What I Have Planned Is Im Going To Talk To You About Self Love, Self Hate.
Real People, My Experiences.
About Life.
The Real World.
So To All Of Those Girls, And Guys Who Are Reading This Feeling Like You Dont Fully Love Yorself.
Join Me .
Bye For Now
xx
So Um I Have Kinda Always Been The Kind Of Girl That Gets Bullied. People Have Called me Fat, Have Pushed Me Down Stairs, Punched Me In The Face, Called Me Horrible Things And Well Have Bullied Me.
My Friends Have Done It Or Should I Say "Friends", Family Has Done It, People I Dont Even Know Have Done It. Its Just Who People Are.
I Used To Believe I Was Extremely Fat, I Used To Hide From Myself Hoping One Day I Would Be Normal, I Used To Worry What People Thought Of Me, Worry About Who I Was.
I Used To Think I Was Horruble, That Sometimes It Wasnt Worth All Of This. Once When I Was On Holiday With My Family I Even Turned To My Mum And Said "Mum What Happens If One Day They Kill Me?" I Hated It ! I Hated What Was Happening.
When I Was Little I Was So Cute. I Have To Admit That, I Was Hilarious.
Gosh You Must Be Thinking, Shit Who The Hell is This Girl, Is She Hideous?, Is She Horrible?, Is Her Family Terrible?
Well The Answer To These Questions Are.. No!
Im Not Ugly, I Have Learnt This, I Dont Particually Like Every Single Part Of Me, But I Have Learnt To Love Myself.
Now That I Am At High School, Things Have Changed, I Am Not Bullied. I Have LOTS AND LOTS Of Friends, But I Still Doubt Myself, I Still Think Yuck, I Still Get Jealous of all Of Those Pretty Skinny Girls Posing With Their Pretty Skinny friends In Their Bikinis.
If You Knew Me You Would Know I Am Not Huge, Not Hideous.
I Am Me And I Am Proud Of That.
So What I Have Planned Is Im Going To Talk To You About Self Love, Self Hate.
Real People, My Experiences.
About Life.
The Real World.
So To All Of Those Girls, And Guys Who Are Reading This Feeling Like You Dont Fully Love Yorself.
Join Me .
Bye For Now
xx
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