Who Cares What People Think..

Hey Guys (:
So Um I Have Kinda Always Been The Kind Of Girl That Gets Bullied. People Have Called me Fat, Have Pushed Me Down Stairs, Punched Me In The Face, Called Me Horrible Things And Well Have Bullied Me.
My Friends Have Done It Or Should I Say "Friends", Family Has Done It, People I Dont Even Know Have Done It. Its Just Who People Are.
I Used To Believe I Was Extremely Fat, I Used To Hide From Myself Hoping One Day I Would Be Normal, I Used To Worry What People Thought Of Me, Worry About Who I Was.
I Used To Think I Was Horruble, That Sometimes It Wasnt Worth All Of This. Once When I Was On Holiday With My Family I Even Turned To My Mum And Said "Mum What Happens If One Day They Kill Me?" I Hated It ! I Hated What Was Happening.
When I Was Little I Was So Cute. I Have To Admit That, I Was Hilarious.
Gosh You Must Be Thinking, Shit Who The Hell is This Girl, Is She Hideous?, Is She Horrible?, Is Her Family Terrible?
Well The Answer To These Questions Are.. No!
Im Not Ugly, I Have Learnt This, I Dont Particually Like Every Single Part Of Me, But I Have Learnt To Love Myself.
Now That I Am At High School, Things Have Changed, I Am Not Bullied. I Have LOTS AND LOTS Of Friends, But I Still Doubt Myself, I Still Think Yuck, I Still Get Jealous of all Of Those Pretty Skinny Girls Posing With Their Pretty Skinny friends In Their Bikinis.
If You Knew Me You Would Know I Am Not Huge, Not Hideous.
I Am Me And I Am Proud Of That.
So What I Have Planned Is Im Going To Talk To You About Self Love, Self Hate.
Real People, My Experiences.
About Life.
The Real World.
So To All Of Those Girls, And Guys Who Are Reading This Feeling Like You Dont Fully Love Yorself.
Join Me .
Bye For Now
xx